Someone who will have and endless poke war with me, just because.
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Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it, and life always makes more.
— Grey’s Anatomy (via littlemiss)
am so going to embark on this after tha papers. Motivate!
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Did you watch Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride last night :D It was so sweet I swear Tim Burton is aweshum! hahahah okay going out to study, sigh life is very sad, study study study x1937041823 and the L1R5’s still 10< ):
Okay celebrating Joyous’s bday with the girlies + GFORCEE :D tmr then tuition, then prlly study again (D:), tuesday going ice sk8ing to celebrate Mel + Van’s bday, the weds going cut + !rebond YAYYAYAYAY then study after that, Thursday bio remedial (shall see if I wna go,) then hopefully can cycle with Angeline and Amandy but I don’t think so but owell nvm nvm. Friday shall be chiong h/w day. ): Life is sad.
Only time will determine when and how you’re going to move on. Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be but eventually one day you’ll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way that piercing feeling you’ve always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice.
— Unknown (via littlemiss)
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Picturepostsing with tumblr is horrible ._. I hate resizing pictures. Now I’m too lazy to upload the rest until I find an easier alternative. Anw it’s the end of term 3 yay :D Now to mug the september holidays away and die during SPA and EOYs :) And after that there’s the Chinese Os. Joy!
Flax-head ninny nincompoop flying buttress turdy son of a glutinous rice ball! :D HAHAHA LIT UNSEEN PROSE PWNS \m/
you say my name like there could be an us
Hello beautiful person, I’m now wide awake and eating doritoes over a semiwritten chinese essay due three days ago. Which isn’t bad, considering my record of not handing in work for more than a month plus :X
Anyway I shall recount my yesterday because I feel like and I haven’t done so in ages :D Had a rly bad morning with missing earsticks and homework. In the end I wore a stud to school oops. Need to buy them earsticks soon. HAHAH I was so afraid CML would catch me I keep getting caught for attire -_- and Py said Sim A.L. caught her transparent earsticks imagine what she’d do to me ._.
Bio lab was spent soaking (literal) onion rings in sugar solution or smth for mock spa. I had this huge craving for onion rings after that. Chem was boring, Lam used some Milo anology that made me hungry too. And she used the red hand we gave her too XD HAHAHAH.
And I think my smartness diffused to Amandy the horribly DDDDDD person who sits beside me cos she actually finished reading 19 minutes :O Applause!!! And she thinks tom is hot -_- AND BEING THE D PERSON SHE IS SHE DIDNT KNOW HE DIED. Ok sorry amandy I wasted a paragraph on you!!
History was spent playing extreme subs or smth on soh’s IPHONEEEEEE. HAHAHA DAMN FUN I PLAYED THROUGHOUT THE 45 MINS :D Hahahah weird, the iphone doesn’t react so well to nails but joyce’s touch phone does. And Amath was spent playing some chocolate game on Tan’s phone, which was kinda nice also hehehh and I didn’t get caught which was kinda surprising but I’m not complaining! HAHA THEN TWARDS THE END OF THE LESSON TAN HAD AN URGE TO WASH HER HANDS SO SHE ASKED MR N TO LET HER GO WASHROOM THEN I WAS LIKE I GO HELP HER HEHEHEH THEN I RAN OUT OF CLASS XD And we camped there until the bell rang :D Then had some gay boring xing4 jiao4 yu4 talk shayting the pervert got so excited over -_-
Walked downhill with some 3J people, went to BK whitesands to get ONION RINGS!!! with fei zhu leste :D Then met py for lunch and we met joyce and yeeying so we ate tgt :D Braces ftw! HAAHAHA I rmbr we were discussing wether a tooth was a living thing then I said yes cos there’s smth connecting it to your gum then yeeying said it’d be weird to be reincarnated as a tooth hahahahah then you have 23 family members!!! ok gay. Had Amath tuition with joyce and rachel then went home to Sg idol!! YAY. Not that bad what :D
Anw back to essay b4 jiang kills me ): and there’s JUNIOR PRAC L8R YAY :D Have a mentioned, our jnrs this year very the cute hahahahah 8D Or at least the sec 1s in rhythm :D Whoo our jie ban ren lai le!! HAHA so fun terrorizing/teaching them :D
OHYA EVERYONE LOVES MY GREEN MACARON :D ITS SO ADORABLE HHAHAHAH :D :D :D I have lost count of the times it got squashed/almost bitten to day hahaha SO CUTE LA HAHAHAHA :D
EOY IN AROUND 3 WEEKS! Feak out nao.
OKAY BYE :D
Never really considered this to be
Because once upon a time I have poured my heart out to someone who never really gave a fuck, and I never got over the trauma. Because everything inside never comes out right and even if I tried, I could never tell you anything. They say better out than in so I guess the poison of thoughts unsaid will kill me someday.
Suppose a year ago I was a happier person. Suppose two years ago I was even happier a person than I was a year ago. Life is fucking sad, that’s what.
melt my heart to stone
I don’t particularly feel like studying anymore. I can get all the facts right and I can ace the paper tmr. I could know everything yet know nothing. Once again nothing really seems to matter.
Okay I should go jump off a cliff and die.
